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Thursday, 21 January 2010

It's a sunny, yellow banana day.

Hello, I'm back with this cute new smiley that I'm currently addicted to <:

(Okay, let's skip the front part. Let's just say I have a problem with trying to start the blog post the way I want it to perfectly)

Basically, 2009 had been a great year, and I really wanted to blog about the significant things that I had done during the year. Things I never thought I would have the courage to go ahead with it. But I'll leave it to another day when I'm free. 2010 barely started, yet things are starting to get so busy, so fast. Almost enough to get up to my neck and get me "treading" to keep myself afloat. I've got to work harder, and most importantly, work on my BIGGEST FLAW of being LATE! ITP will be on 8th of March, and I really really do not want to be late on any of the days when I go to work during the 6 weeks. I swear I'm going to try my best. Hahaha, I know people around me, would have doubts about me wanting to change. But give me time, I will try my best.

Anyway, its funny that out of the many other ordinary days, I choose to blog on a day before a test. Hahaha, stress really drives one to do something out the ordinary uh? No idea if its a good or bad thing. I should be studying now. YOU should be studying now too.

“Everything happens for a reason; people change so that you learn to let go, you believe lies so that you eventually trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.”

PS, Shopping with the dude tmr. Excited much, <:

Sunday, 27 December 2009

“ Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kid that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep. (via runawaytrain)

“ For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail. Not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough. (via runawaytrain)

Saturday, 05 December 2009

Exactly what's going thru' my mind.

Orianthi - According To You

I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful,incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated
Oh, no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay

According to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you can't do anything right

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you [you, you]
According to you [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

I get blamed for something I do, didn't do. Whatever, everything I do isn't right. I get nothing while others get everything? And to think everything must happen during the exam period. Unfair like shit. The world spins and spins as usual while Im still stuck this this rut. WHY!!!): I don't understand! I'm know I'm not pretty, I'm useless, can't do anything right. But do you think I really want all this?! I do all the little things that people ask me to help with, and they treat it like its nothing. I really need to feel appreciated, like Im not hated in times when I do things wrong. Zzz.

Thankfully, there's someone who loves me for everything I'm not. I Love You. Thankful always.

Saturday, 14 November 2009

Hahaha wow. Guess its time to revive this place over here before it gets rusty! So many things that happened and I don't really know where or want to start because i'd prolly take a long time if i start recalling things way back before my japan trip? Hahaha, im sorry but the only word that I can use to desc

Friday, 04 September 2009

Exams over, now what?

The horrors of exams have ended, though it ended with the last paper being the worst paper ever. Im hoping really hard that I do not have to forward module for cost accounting!!! I totally h8 this module, like why the heck do we have to learn about manufacturing accounts and all! I dont think most of us would wanna be in the factory/manufacturing industry! They should strip all students off this module! ):

Oh well, anyw, the next big thing to look forward to would be the japan trip! Its just 2 more days!!! And guess what, Im not even halfway through my packing yet! And there's so much more people for me to meet tmr and on tuesday as well! Its kinda hectic, but worth it! Im kinda missing home already even though Im at home now...... It feels like I havent settled down properly at home yet and soon, I'll be away from home for a month! Omg :O

So, today I finally had a proper date with my dear after so long! We spent quite alot, but I think we both had alot of fun tgt! Well.... What's new? We caught UP together and thereafter spent 1hr at yuki yaki's DIY icecream buffet! UP was a really good movie....! Or maybe its just my type. Its super touching and hilarious at times! What a waste that it wasn't available in 3-D! Hahahaha oops! I'll let the pictures do the talking!

The "pan" to cook the icecream~(-;

Chef Goh & Chef Yeo! (-;

Chefs @ work! (-;

<3

PS, Wore the same colour top and bottoms today. Telepathy? Hehehe. Love you.